She was born to be at fault.
She wasn’t in their plan; she happened.
She was to be the boy that would replace the older;
Delivery. “It’s a girl. I’m sorry,” her mom said.
She was the reason they never had that *real* boy.
While the older wrecked havoc; she absorbed.
The family fought; ready to tear apart at the seams.
She tried to soothe, tried to hold them all together.
Yet, she bore the fault of the older who deserved the wrath.
Early life taught her: “receive; you are at fault.”
A guy stood in a doorway a few feet away from naked-her,
Her body shivered; she tried to dress herself; she was crying.
He called her names: “whore,” “you’re nothing but a prostitute,” “hag,” “filth.”
It was her fault that his roommate took her when he wanted to;
It was she who was the whore who deserved it.
She gazes upon the “ring-of-vows-now-broken” still wrapping her finger.
Her heart—broken more—questions, “how did this happen?”
“I’m strong; I’m smart; I’m educated…How?” she whispers.
The silences threatens her; it has the condemning answer:
“Oh silly girl, don’t you know this by now? It’s your fault.”